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26m Pumping at my desk, building up more and more
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ApeDeveloper is age 26
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I feel fractured. My mind is always in a fog. I’m triggered everywhere I go. It doesn’t stop. The feral voices in my head never let up: “Jerk. Goon. Edge. Stroke.” The sensation never goes away. It’s always right under the surface of my other thoughts. Thinking of serving women and being a pump-puppet. Blinking trying to regain a semblance of myself, second-guessing if this is how I erode my mind. The answer is the same every time: Yes, and with empty eyes and a smile.

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