Maybe it was my insecurity, or maybe it's because I wanted to see for myself, but I asked my fwb if he ever thought of his ex...

She's gorgeous, curvy in all the places I'm tiny, and thinking about her getting fucked like I do now turns my brain to horny mush. Anyways, he said yes, and after a few drinks and lots of begging - he reluctantly handed over his phone for me to see what he had in his text history. I would do unspeakable things if I were in her body, and if she ever wanted to make an appearance to fuck her ex, I'd want to be in the splash zone with plenty of popcorn...

Fast forward a little and during a break from my nightly plowing, I asked if I could lay his phone on my stomach for him to look at some real tits while he fucked his toy - he agreed, and the roughness of his fucking has still left me a little sore as I write this, am I a cuck now? I can't stop thinking about how nice it would be to see him continue his conquest on other women when I need a break from his size, something about it even makes me want to get fake tits or somehow tailor myself to compete with hotter women trying to steal him away from me with their bodies. Does anyone else feel like this? Do any women out there fantasize about being on the other side of this encounter? All I know is it leaves me a puddle whenever I dream of it all