Context: I refer to my "male part" as a clit for trans/ dysphoria reasons. Also transf if you missed the tag.

The last few weeks I've been kinda lazy and just cumming quick daily. I decided I needed to fix that this weekend. I ordered a 2nd lovense lush toy that arrived just in time too.

Yesterday morning I started by putting both lush toys in me. I didn't feel as full as I thought I would, especially starting off like this. I spent at least a few hours using some patterns that I've found are great at edging me.

I tried to spend my day doing a few chores and gaming. It was hard to do anything after maybe 45 minutes. I was being kept basically on edge constantly and still trying to focus. I remember being so dumb I kept walking back and forth completely forgetting what I was doing.

When it was getting too much I took one of the lush toys out. I still had about 50% power on the other one and kept doing basically the same as before until that toy died. It was definitely a lot easier to focus with only one toy edging me. I plugged in the 2nd lush so it was fully charged and ready to switch when the 1st one died.

With a now fully charged toy buzzing away in me I decided to put some hypno on in the background. I was still kinda playing my game (very poorly lol). I don't totally remember the hypno I listened to but there were some themes of denial, being a slut for others, bimbo stuff and definitely some oral fixation/blowjob stuff.

The hypno really made me extra horny and I kept going back to my room to suck on my dildo. I barely remember doing it half the time. The video would stop and as I'm waking up a bit again I'd realize at some point I started stucking. This cycle of listening then coming to well sucking went on for most of the night.

Around what would normally be bedtime my lush died again. Since I'm going to bed soon I switch to the hush vibrating plug instead. I picked a pattern to keep me teased all night but a lot less intense so I could get some sleep.

In the morning I turned up the teasing a bit but it still wasn't intense. All the teasing and noticing I have been unintentionally avoiding my clit was getting me super horny. I've been thinking about the idea of not playing with my clit anymore and this weekend might have kick started it. I'm getting a little sidetracked though.

In the afternoon I go to my room and pick some much more intense patterns for my toy. Part of me wants to start another orgasm denial period but my main goal now was to not play with my clit. I wanted to cum so bad looking through porn my toy buzzing like crazy in the best ways and I'm rubbing and pinching my nipples like crazy.

I could feel myself getting close and backing off a little when my toy doesn't vibrate the way I'd want it to. I'm squirming around legs held wide open back arches moaning like crazy. It felt so good I wasn't even thinking about cumming anymore I was just lost in the pleasure and my own fantasies. When I finally came it was so good my legs felt weak a warm rush all over me I was limp after my toy still going with no mercy.

Eventually I got enough strength to put a gentak tease pattern on and just layed there in the afterglow. I'm going to keep my toys buzzing away in me for the rest of the day. At this point when I stop them I feel like I'm missing something and the constant teasing feels so good.