A few days ago I had a ruin, much to my disappointment. I stopped immediately and made sure to embrace the full ache of going over the edge without climaxing. It happens, I was expecting it before the edge of June but it still disappointed me. I haven't had as much heart to edge since though I'm stepping toward it again.

I've slipped my largest anal plug in to begin chores, and that was enough excitement to want more. I couldn't help but to grab my pussy plug to slide inside. Nice and fat for my walls to squeeze against but hard to fuck or ride, just a feeling of being invaded. Having something inside to hold onto mades my whole abdomen feel tense with wanting. I'm still working around the house hitting my vape pen, I took a few gummies so I can slip more naturally into that hazy subspace. And maybe when the chores are done I'll sink onto the couch with a panty vibe to finish off the night unsatisfied.