Technically day 2, didn't realize last post didn't make it.

Hi,

35 m USA here, was edging and denying for 102 days. Lots of edging everyday, desperation led to a bunch of interactions with some fun people online. Some were controlling me during the work day for weeks.

Then last night (three nights now) ended up in a no contact ruined orgasm during a physical interaction.

Lots of mixed feelings. The long period of denial had me really horny. The only thing on my mind was how to get the next edge.

Now that it ended the way it did, not sure what to do next. Part of me wants to get right back up on that horse, another part of me just wants to cum over and over.

Still feeling so frustrated.