Tuesdays are my day to edge at work. I sit at the front desk...monitor faces a wall, so I just browse through Reddit and a few others and stroke myself through my jeans. Finding the spot just under my cockhead and stroking it...if I find some truly sexy post I rub the length of of my cock and hold it, hard, feeling the pressure under my desk. Usually I push myself right to the edge and USUALLY. I pull back and let myself calm down, and then I start it all over again.

Today I received news (nothing tragic, just not what I wanted to hear...) and now I want to hate fuck. I'd never cheat and it's hours before I see my wife, whom I wouldn't hate fuck, but I'd make her cum hard for sure...

Anyway. Right now, i want to just cum. Feel that endorphin release when I do....let that bad news melt as I cum hard in the work bathroom...What do y'all think? Should I do it, or just keep edging knowing this frustration will pass. And if I do cum, should I record it?