I gave in last night. I think all good girls let themselves down when it comes to cumming. You can't think straight after caressing your cunt on such a constant basis but it didn't bring any clarity for me. Barely a breather had passed before I brought my vibe back to my clit to tease out another handful of hard edges. Going to bed feeling as needy as the night before.

So I feel just as hazy, squirmy as I did when I let my judgement lapse and the touching hasn't even been indulged in yet.

I feel so pent up, so full of frustration and craving it as much as I resent it. My hips are so much more active when I edge now, instictively humping into my hand or more often my vibrator. Even now in my chair getting ready to leak my brain out my slip I feel myself squirming forward so eager to touch. But I must remind myself good girls do not cum.