Long time lurker, made an alt account just to post here, pls be gentle I know its a rambly post 😳

I like to play this little game with myself where I'll edge myself a few times during the day without cumming, and with each edge I'll gradually reduce the stimulation and try to get to the edge like that. It'll start by lighter touches, then maybe rubbing my cock over my underwear, underwear pants, humping a pillow/blanket clothed, etc... Until I'll stop even touching it, I'll tease my own thighs, nipples, run my fingers over my neck, whatever I possibly can... When I get to this point where I can't properly even edge, I'll keep trying and if I finally get horny enough, that's when I let myself cum without any touch... It usually feels closer to a ruin, almost like I came accidentally, and it makes me feel so horny and tingly when it happens... Whenever I can achieve this orgasm I just cant hold back, pull it out, use my cum as lube and keep cumming until Im fully drained... Then I go back to square one, and try to get to this point even faster. Idk if there is a name for what I'm doing besides just edging & denial but I love it so much!! I'm currently on day 3 again, and so far I'm only rubbing over my underwear 🤤🤤