I tried to do a 30 days challenge, where a dice roll would decide how many times I had to edge that day (roll x 3). Then did a second roll, 2-6 meant I was denied that day. 1 meant I got to have an orgasm, but I have to roll again. The third roll would determine the type of orgasm, 1 means a normal/full orgasm, 2-6 a ruined orgasm.

I also had to record the session if possible and if I failed I had to restart and do 30 days.

Before this challenge I came about 1-2 times each day. But somehow I thought this challenge would be easy. However, already after a few days I got reallllyyy horny. Basically being aroused by the smallest things and it being hard to not keep touching myself. So I failed on day 7. The orgasm felt great, but the frustration of knowing I don't have that self control was really dissapointing. I started again, planning on 60 days but already failed on day 4 this time.

Now I don't know what to do, I just get crazy horny after a few days of getting denied, but I want to prove to myself I have that self control (and maybe I kinda like the constant hornyness a bit).

Does anyone have any tips on how to control myself better? How do I still edge but not allow myself to cum? Should there be a punishment for failing (twice) and if so, what should it be?