You've already lost, haven't you? Here you are again trying desperately not to fall down the rabbit hole but you know the harder you fight the better it will feel. You need this. You deserve it. You've been so good.

You're looking for an excuse, some reason to slide your hand down. It wasn't your fault - it was that redditor. We both know the blame lies in your growing, inescapable urges.

They're not going to go away until you've indulged them. You know that already though. You're already a few inches deep into your arousal. You could just edge a couple of times - there's no harm in that right? You could just respond to that post, let someone else know you're in the same place as they are. You swear you'll choose a porn video from the front page and watch the entire thing. The beautiful little lies we tell ourselves.

Give in, baby. If pleasure was sinful, why does it feel so good?