Porn and erotic audio work really well as gooner fuel, constantly drowning my brain in dopamine. It’s hard enough trying not to cum to all these pics and videos and sounds that encourage me to stroke my cock.

But what’s even more addictive is watching my own cock. Watching my hand stroke it. Watching all that pre cum leak out. Roping and pooling on my stomach. It feels so good to think about how needy my cock is. It feels like I should treat my cock as separate from my body and mind. Every time I stroke it, it thanks me and begs me to keep going. It looks so pretty. Rock hard and glistening from all the pre cum.

At this point, I think I’d be able to edge and goon just watching myself stroke my cock. I want to watch myself if the mirror. Watch my face light up stroking my own cock. Putting myself in a cycle of wanting to stroke because my cock needs it and getting hornier from watching myself, thus making my cock need it. And I want to be trapped in this cycle until I can’t stand it anymore and have to cum on the mirror or all over myself.

This feels so fucking good.