I'll write this journal as I'm doing the edges that I set out for today, bc I can play with my clit today. I wrote some details earlier here about my challenge so feel free to read it. I'm doing option 2 bc it's way more fun than the 1st.

The first session today:

Yesterday I didn't touch my needy clit, but today I can finally play with it and makr it nice and tingly. This journal already made it tingle in my pants, and I'm laying on my bed with my legs spread to make my pussy throb even more. I like making my clit nice and swollen before I start playing with it, bc it tingles much more if i tease it first. I'll watch people rub their clits without touching first so my clit gets swollen too.

As I'm browsing between the vids I could watch, my clit is steadily throbbing, it throbs subtly but a lot so it feels nice to have this sensation. Maybe 3 mins later I found a vid i wanted to watch, so i started watching. My clit is already swollen by now i can feel it got bigger in my panties, but I'll try not to touch it right away, i'll give myself some time to enjoy the vid without playing with my clit. The throbbing is much stronger now than it was before, bc it got swollen. 2 to 3 mins in and my clit is really frustrated, throbs almost non stop and begs for attention.

Okay, I literally couldn't keep resisting the urge to masturbate any longer while watching others edge their clits for maybe 5 mins so I gently caressed my pussy through my pants and then I put my hand in my panties and just stayed there for a minute maybe, with my index and middle finger near my clit but not on it. Now, with my fingers this close to my clit, i could actually feel the throbbing that my desperate clit kept doing.

When i finally touched it, i did a sigh of both pleasure and relief. It felt so fucking good, i did up and down motions on it with my middle finger, slowly. I could feel each throb and tingle on it, more and more pleasure building up in my denied clit. After 2 or 3 mins i started circling my needy clit slowly, ocassionally changing to medium speed bc it felt amazing on my pussy. Soon, i got to the first edge, trying to extend its duration by really slowly rubbing my pussy. I almost ended up cumming but i luckily held back.

The rest of my session was quite the same as the first edge was, I really enjoyed it and I can't wait for my next session tonight. I edged 5 times in this session, and I'll do another five then.