It's been 4 hours since I've been going at it, edging, stroking and pumping. It feels so good, but also like a punishment. I don't want to go on, and yet I have to. I think I'm addicted?

I have never stopped thinking about edging, goons, cummies, goonettes, or anything else that reminds me of them. It's all that's on my mind right now.
I want to get off, but it's hard. My dick is so big and it's so easy for me to pump it up, but I'm afraid that I might get caught or something.

I want to stop, but it feels too good. I'm in pain, but also pleasure. It hurts, and yet feels incredible. Cannot stop thinking and imagining goonettes vulnerably rubbing and edging their juices, being completely dumb and hypnotized by the feeling. I cannot stop.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I can't stop edging, gooning and pumping. It's too good, and it's too much. My dick is throbbing, and it feels amazing.