i love hypnosis, i think it’s super hot. i’ve listened to audios that are supposed to help you edge better or control/deny your orgasm, but they don’t always work. but i would really reeeeally like to be on a good streak when 4/20 rolls around and i start smoking weed again, so the other day I listened to Calia’s Curse (essentially Cal’s Curse but by a woman). unable to cum without permission.

so far it’s been going pretty well. i’m on day three of no cumming. i’ve gotten close to ruining once or twice, but i’ve held out. it’s getting to the point where when i stroke my cock, i feel that pull in my gut, like my theoretical balls are aching

currently hard and lazily stroking my shit. i love getting lost in how good it feels to be erect. it’s like my penis takes over my brain and makes my whole body throb 😵‍💫 i’m defo going to listen to more Hypnos before the end of the week. Just to reinforce those triggers so I can start losing brain cells quicker. at this rate it’ll be 4/20 before I know it 🤤