(ftm) haven't really posted lately, didn't have as much time to edge\ what I did these past days though :

• bought a small pocket pussy (double-sided). it got vibrations too and the openings are tight enough for my tdick to fit in. really happy with my choice, it's my first sextoy I feel a bit ashamed lol.. the only problem with it is since I still lubricate a lot it's a chore to wash
• trimmed my body hair / intimate parts. I feel nice and clean and the sensations are even better. Also I noticed I smell so good it's insane idk why but I really smell good down there rn lmao?

currently I want to try an idea. Because I lose control so easily when I edge, I'm going to do it for strictly an hour every evening before sleeping and whether I want to keep going or not (I mean, I always want to keep going but anyway), I'll stop. I'm curious how it's going to be, if I will feel extremely sexually deprived for the days after.. If I will have to edge no-touch after a while because I'd be too sensitive..I never went a week without at least one orgasm..I hope I'll be able to stop myself. starting now-