I got home, unpacked everything, and tore off my clothes and got back to edging. About 2 weeks without cumming, teasing myself when I was alone and edging like crazy during the night. In the car ride home I put on porn and listened to it the whole drive, and now I'm dripping between my legs. But of course I ignored it to unpack, and to let my vibrator charge.

I really want that orgasm... Like I really want it. I was daydreaming about making myself cum repeatedly with my toys when I got home. Spreading my legs wide and attacking my big swollen clit til I came and came and maybe even squirt all over my bed.

But another part of me feels like if I did that, all my edging was wasted. Why would I cum when I already got a 15 day streak going, why not go 30? 45? 50 days? Stuck with a wet boy pussy and a big clit twitching for that orgasm that won't happen...

I'm stuck lol. Squeezing my legs together while I think about the pros and cons of both decisions... Soaking my underwear the longer I imagine both sides of it. Any help?