this will more than likely be My [M here] last post for a while if i'm being honest here. i've decided that for my new year's resolution i'm going to go on no fap, no porn, and no cumming unless with someone. noo, porn or masturbation/edging isn't ruining my life lmao i'm fine on that end 😅 i met someone on here who i've mentioned in the past with my posts, and she's really a sweetheart, but she's also mentioned wanting to change and improve her own life with schoolwork and habits, reading more books and being more active and all that good stuff. we're friends and already talked about boundaries and similar, but as a friend i'd also want to be a better support for her through not only being a friend but also not be someone that is a trigger for her and makes her feel uncomfortable during this time of change (happy new year btw!) :)

also, as much as i'd really like to continue having fun and enjoyable sessions with people from here, r/edgetogether or similar places, it's tiring trying to find someone to edge/masturbate with. i can't speak for other people about their posting, i can only speak for myself and my own but i don't get much interaction from my posts (as in dms lol comments and upvotes are nice! but posting in R4R tailored subs is where it lacks lol). i also have a lot of other life events in the works so i do need to focus more on those events than edging 😅 it's gonna suck with how high my sex drive is lmao but eh, it be what it be sometimes 🤷

yes, i've also tried messaging people myself, but ghosting or being left on read/delivered (whatever the reddit equivalent is to that lol) it gets draining and disheartening. to be honest, i'm craving more experiences that aren't so one sided as porn is, and usually by the time someone responds i've either already bust or i'm not in the mood in the moment they message 😅 life happens i get it. also doesn't help with sellers or catfish from time to time but there's not much to complain about there lmao easy fix, easy fix.

anyways, that is my new year's resolution. it's going to be a rough patch but i'm sure it'll be well earned at some point in time :) happy new year's everyone!

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