me and my first gf were somewhat anti-social types. We mainly started talking to each other after high school and soon enough we realized we were both pretty hyper sexual. We started talking about how often we masturbated, what are our kinks were, how long we’d been like this. It was so fucking hot because I felt like I could literally say anything to her and she would find it hot. We also didn’t really have any filter so we were really saying some extremely insane shit to each other and we just both thought it was hot.

Eventually we started full on fucking all the time. We’d go to the mall just to find spots to fuck in, or finger her in the park constantly while we watched people. It was all so insane and fun.

The one thing she would constantly gush about was how big my cock was. I didn’t really think too much about it, but she was absolutely insane about it. She’s play with it all the time, take it out, suck on it. I’d wake up to her just sucking on it sometimes and I thought it was so hot. She’d always tell me how I was blessed with a hot dick and that she normally just doesn’t really think about them, but I had a weirdly nice cock. She’d even say how her porn habits changed because some of the cocks weren’t as thick or aesthetically shaped. It felt great for my ego, but part of me also just thought she was trying to be nice to me or something.

At some point she got really into mind games and we’d do all these insane scenarios that seemed to get more and more depraved. One thing she’d do all the time is really get me relaxed. Using warm oil and she’d spread my legs apart prettt wide and she’d sit me against the wall, and tell me to bring my mouth as close to my cock as possible. It felt so wild the first time she asked, but I did it anyway. My mouth didn’t reach, but I was literally maybe an inch or two away from my cock and it looked fucking BIGGGGG and FAT. I was truly staring at it and she’d then grab it with both hands and say “watch me” and she’d truly milk it nice and slow and say very sweetly to me “look how big and fat you are. Look at this cock. This is a big fucking perfect cock. Look at it” and then she’d slap it against her palm “listen to that” and she’d just milk it and tell me over and over to look and admire my own cock, she’d even try and press my head lower and say “don’t you wish you could suck on that fat cock” and then she’d slid it into the side of her mouth, completely obscuring her face with this bulging cheek. And she’d just look deep into my eyes and say “look at that size. You have a fat cock”

She literally brainwashed me because now I’m completely addicted to it’s size and shape and ever since those sessions I’ve been fucking addicted hardcore to my own cock and taking so many videos and photos and even making audio