ive definitely relapsed before, and honestly, its always really fucking good. but this time im relapsing relapsing. like i considered deleting my reddit and i left a bunch of gooning servers i was in... i always feel like if i want things like a relationship etc i should quit or at least try to control my urges some. but it hit me like a tidal wave today. i'm horny, and i don't want to stop. not now, and at least not for a while.. if ever. relapsing feels so good, though. once you get past the initial shame it's literally just a wave of bliss and pleasure and "oh my god, why did i ever stop?" and it makes it so easier to sink deep again... and get addicted all over again...

today i rubbed my clit for a couple hours, then i humped my chair for a while while chatting on here until i was home alone. then i humped my vibrator for a couple hours <3 and now my pussy is all tingly and im thinking its time to touch some moreee