yesterday i was with my boyfriend. we both love to edge each other a lot when we are together, but i must admit i wasn’t that good at it until a couple months ago.

but now, i am able to hold my orgasm and not cum for longer and longer times while he touches me. i’m so desperate in those moments and i love how he gets to melt my brain a little.

i’ve gotten better at not cumming until he gives me permission. yesterday he did an experiment: he just continued to jerk me off for a long time, without slowing down or giving any indication he wanted me to cum. and i was riding the edge all that time. it was amazing. eventually i realized he did wanted me to cum, and i couldn’t hold it off anymore… but i think he’s been conditioning my brain and i fucking love it. i like being his obedient girl and not cumming without permission.