(Read my last journal for more context on my edging journey)

It's my 3rd day edging today, and I think I ruined my orgasms yesterday. I didn't want to, but I might have gone too far while riding the edge. I felt my pussy throb as usual, but it felt it was coming from much deeper then it normally does. However, i didn't feel frustrated after it so i'm not sure.

Fast forward to today, my pussy was a bit needy but not too much when I was out. I came home not long ago, and as I write this journal in my bed, while my legs are slightly spread, I can feel it getting worked up a bit. Not much, but I can feel my clit throbbing a bit ocassionally. I can't play with it yet, but it will be increasingly difficult especially after I write today's journal for you to enjoy.

I will be edging much slower today, in order to make my clit nice and needy. I love how tingly it is when I play with it in my sessions. It gets swollen too, which i really enjoy because it's much more sensitive. As I write about it, i can feel it tingling too, not just slightly throbbing. I bet it's getting swollen by the end of this journal lol.

I absolutely love how I can read about people's needyness here, because It feels like I'm not alone in this and I can share how good it feels to edge my clit. It encourages me to complete my challenge, to deny my clit succesfully.

And as I predicted, I can feel my clit much more now, it begs for attention. It keeps tingling and throbbing slightly and I love it. It's soo needy already. I bet it's swollen and I'm slightly wetter than before. I won't touch it yet however. I can't touch it yet, so i'll be patient and wait untill I can. Untill then, i'll just let it throb and tingle in my panties.

Update: It seems like I can't even edge today, so I will just play with my needy clit without edging. It will be so hard to not just edge when I feel it getting close.