I’m not really sure what to say here or what I’m looking for. I’ve heard about edging and never really understood the point. I always thought that having the release each time is enjoyable so why stop.

Well lately the wife and I haven’t been having as much sex so I’ve found myself masturbating a lot. Like at least once a day. Usually in the mornings while I’m getting ready before my shower since our lives are so busy. And I’ve found that I’m not as satisfied when the volume starts to decrease due to the frequency. So the last two days here I’ve started to try and edge. Stroking myself right to the precipice then stopping. It’s both extremely frustrating and starting to feel kinda good. I think my goal here is going to be to build up enough that the next time my wife and I fuck it fills her up that extra amount.

Today I almost failed as my cock started to spasm but I managed to pinch it off and stop my orgasm. When I got up though a little cum spurted out and I did not expect that at all. There was no satisfaction to it and has me that much hornier desiring the release.

It doesn’t help that I’m starting this and we haven’t fucked so now I’m fantasizing about fucking every woman I see. Including people I shouldn’t be fantasizing about like her sister.