In my last post, I've discussed how me and my goon bro are currently going for more than a whole month of no touch and no cum. We like to call it Dick Denial December, as a stupid challenge. It's now been 8 days since we started, and there are many things that I want to share.

I feel so good all the time. The fact that I'm completely denying any touch from my cock has it leaking and throbbing at the slightest little trigger. This in turn gets me horny really fast for any kind of porn I come across. I've never felt like such a slave to porn. I feel like every time I catch a glimpse of something lewd, I get stuck in it for a few minutes, completely hypnotised by it, with my cock leaking and leaking more precum than ever before. I feel like I'm in a sort of permanent awakened goon state. I truly believe I've never enjoyed porn that much, and I kind of don't want to go back.

Right now I'm sitting in front of my computer completely naked with my cock throbbing freely, it's bouncing up and down with arousal and slowly dripping precum along my shaft. Every time a drop comes out, I can feel the sensation of it peeking and slowly dripping down and god it feels so good.

When I say that I'm enjoying porn way more than I ever did, I'm not kidding. Probably because I'm not touching I can feel every stroke, every movement from the porn I'm reading, watching, or listening to. I spent yesterday gooning to some audio porn from a girl I really liked a few years back, and every time she sucks the cock of the listener, I feel mine getting as hard as possible and throbbing as never before. I'm FEELING the porn. And it feels sooooo good.

I'm also worsening my addiction to Armpits, which I've started capitalising to show my respect and worship, as I already do with Women. I've set up a few different wallpapers on my phone's lock screen, handpicked from one of my favourite erotic cosplayer. Every picture has her showing her Armpits, for me to get triggered as I go along my day. My home screen is an thick anime drawing of a vtuber girl showing her sweaty Armpit to me at all times. I've spent most of yesterday and today at least half erect.

The more time passes and the less I want to go back to regular stroking and cumming. I'm feeling so good every time, becoming more and more obsessed with the porn I'm consuming. I'm basically chaining the edges hands free at this point, with how sensitive my cock has become. This has been one of the best decisions of my life, and I don't think I'm gonna stop after the end of December. Maybe I'll allow myself one strong HFO, but as it stands now, even that seems too risky. I don't want to lose that feeling I'm getting from gooning for 3 hours every night. I don't want to stop worshipping Armpits and Women. I want to keep being the edgeslave of the entire female population of the world. I'm feeling so good....