Was talking to/in an LDR with this girl for a few months and had hoped things would work out. Before having met her, i LOVED JOI videos, reddit audios and i was exploring HFO audios that also had binaural beats. This girl and i had made plans to pursue a life together next year, beach house, pursuing our dreams together, supportive etc and then... she posted her kissing a "friend" of hers at a party on social media and asked me not to worry about the guy... ofc i'm going to worry, left on read when saying i'm not comfortable with her friend, and i'm also not fond of cheating bc of bad experiences. Called it quits from that point..

Back to being single, finding stuff to edge to, exploring new kinks (like BDSM/Orgasm Denial which i never thought i'd enjoy being denied until i burst as much as i do currently 😅) but i also found that i enjoy feeding bc of the pleasure that girls would get from being fed, dirty talk, giving instructions etc. It sucks being deprived and alone, i could edge and deny for hours and hours, longest session so far is 7 hours (a couple days ago) and i cum at least 2-3 times a day. Ngl, i fantasize about being free use for an S/O who is just as horny as i am.. i make sure to stay hydrated lol.