It was around 2 am one night last week and I’d been holding my piss and edging for a couple of hours. I was so desperate to pee and so hungry to cum… my panties and jeans were already drenched and my pussy was so swollen and sensitive.

I have a fantasy that I pee my pants in public and another one where I masturbate in public with a remote vibrator. I don’t have the guts to do it yet, but I’ve been thinking about trying it on my balcony at night when the risk of being caught is lower. Last night I was the horniest I’ve ever been and it was so late that I figured, why not give it a try?

I rolled up a towel and put it on the patio chair so I could grind against it with the vibrator on. I sat right in the middle of the open view, facing the courtyard and other balconies and windows. I saw one to my left with the blinds open and lights on, but I couldn’t tell if someone was in there or if they could see me. I was topless, straddling the chair wearing only jeans and a vibrator.

I set up my tablet with my favorite edging porn and relentlessly tortured my pussy for almost an hour, grinding hard against the chair until I was on edge and then denying myself over and over and over. I’d occasionally succumb to a small squirt that I couldn’t hold back. It was chilly and sometimes breezy. I was intoxicated by the feeling of the cool wind against my skin and nipples, and as the goosebumps made their way through my body I would momentarily lose control of my bladder and leak piss in to my jeans, soaking them even more. I was so incredibly desperate and needy, so hungry to cum, aching with the pain of my pleasure.

I was throbbing, soaked, and dripping after hours of teasing myself…. I knew I was close to release but my body couldn’t decide if I needed to pee first or if I should cum instead….

And then I finally felt my bladder giving up and my piss started to trickle in to my panties and jeans. My efforts to hold it were meaningless so I gave in and flooded myself. My warm piss filled my jeans and trickled down on to the balcony below me, I could feel the warmth and wetness all over my pussy and ass and down my legs. I had goosebumps again when the coldness of the outside air conflicted with the hot puddle of piss I’d created for myself. It felt so damn good to finally achieve release after hours of torture, outside in the cool night air, and fully exposed for anyone to enjoy.

As I’m letting my bladder go and enjoying wetting myself, I’m still grinding my pussy in to my vibrator and feeling so desperate to cum. I’d been edging myself all day at this point and it was absolute torture on my swollen little clit when I wet myself and became even hornier. I continue to grind harder and harder because I’m so desperate and I need it sooo so badly, at this point I’m aggressively fucking my patio chair and building my orgasm alongside the porn I’m watching. And I know that I can time it to cum at the same time as the pussy on the screen.

I grind and tease until we get closer and closer and finally, it’s time. I watch this on screen, beautifully plump pussy explode and contract with a body shaking orgasm, convulsing and twitching while juices flow out and the clit and lips swell with pleasure. It was so goddamn hot to see.

My own orgasm is building and I am so ready to cum. I’m about to push myself over the edge and cum harder than I ever had before. I’m close, so fucking close… the warmth of pleasure and the waves of orgasm are about to hit my clit and pussy, god I am so ready.

I feel myself about to cum, there’s absolutely no holding back now. I push in to one final grind against the vibrator and force my orgasm to the surface to take over my body…..

And then the fucking vibrator died and ruined my orgasm, right as I started cumming. I could feel the contractions and the waves of pleasure, but my poor tortured pussy was forced to cum without release after hours and hours of denial. I moan with pain and frustration knowing that I won’t get what I want tonight. I was in such shock about what happened- I couldn’t believe that after all of that, I didn’t even get to have the release I was damn hungry for. My pussy continued to ache and throb as the ruined orgasm passed through me. I felt so frustrated and still so horny, sitting in a pool of my own hot piss, pussy juice, and cum.

So there I sat. Exposed, wet, messy, ruined, and frustrated. And there was nothing I could do about it.

It was so hot and I’ve continued to piss myself in the balcony a few times since then. I’ll definitely be fucking myself out there again this week. Hopefully without the ruin? 😂