Hi everyone, happy gooning to you

At the start of the month, I made the decision to go no touch for the entirety of October. This was my own way of going through Locktober without a cage as I didn't really want to be caged (too many inconveniences imo). I spent two weeks in complete no touch, non stop throbbing and leaking all the while my cock was hard as a rock. And how amazing did it feel ! Spending at least two hours every day scrolling through reddit, twitter, enjoying porn in all it's shapes, reading doujinshis, watching videos, and best of all, going through my backlog of erotic cosplays while listening to erotic audios... You can't even start to imagine how hard my cock was throbbing.

During that time, I thought about a lot of stuff revolving around my sexuality, and decided I was going to try my luck again at a failed challenge : hands free orgasms. As I wasn't allowing myself to touch my goonstick at all (not even by rubbing it of humping my sheets, which I normally love) I thought it would be the perfect time to indulge in HFO audios and erotic hypnosis. And after a few days, I managed to do it ! Oh my god how good it feels, the unending stream of leaky cum dribbling down my shaft, my hips and my legs.... just thinking about it gets me hard. I managed to achieve HFOs a few times during no-touch, which gave me confidence about never cumming "manually" again. The idea of only allowing myself to get HFOs for months or even years sounded so hot and arousing.

Unfortunately, as the title suggests, I failed in my challenge. The morning of the 14th, after chatting with a bro about porn, I suddenly got very horny. I tried to resist, but couldn't and in the end I started rubbing my leaky cock against my bed sheets. The hump resulted in too much stimulation and I ended up cumming all over the bed, making a huge mess in the process. I felt a bit guilty but still proud that I managed to go 14 days without touching my cock even once (except in the shower or while peeing of course). And it finally allowed me to get to have hands free orgasm, so the little experiment had a net positive in my eyes.

However, ever since the 14th, I've been a bad gooner. Every session ends in cummies, and not even that long after the start... I can't seem to go for more than an hour and a half now. Doesn't help that I started exploring my interest for armpits and conditioning myself to get aroused and edged to the sight of them. I've been looking respectfully at armpits for a while now, especially at anime girls or erotic cosplayers armpits, but never went too deep into it. But now I'm totally into them, the conditioning is strong.

Anyway, I truly want to get back into gooning for hours, and denying myself an orgasm for days on end. I hope I can find the willpower to resist, and that all this armpit conditioning won't get me to blow too fast. Enjoy the rest of your day, have a nice edge if you're reading this while stroking / rubbing !