I am being made to write this post JUST to get permission to edge. For every sentence I write I spank myself, my tongue is out and I'm drooling all over myself. I feel so dumb right now, but I really really want permission to edge, so here I go.

So for a few days now, I have had a rule where my panties need to be soaked before I am allowed to edge. But today, after some hard work to get them soaked, I was told no. And oh my gooooodd saying I feel so fucking needy right now is an understatement. She keeps teasing me and just getting me more worked up the whole time. I just keep thinking about two days ago, I was so underappreciative of the privilege that I had. I edged the whole evening with my soaked panties on my head, tongue out, moaning (more whimpering) my mantra to myself. I just wanna embarass myself and edge myself mindless for mommy so baaad.

She is so good to me, she let me edge myself sooo much and still I was so ungrateful and kept begging to cum... and now here I am embarassing myself for everyone to see just to edge, hell just to TOUCH. Im so sorry mommy, I swear I will be better for you in the future. I will never regret handing over all my pleasure to you <3