Just created a new account after deleting my old NSFW account several months ago. I’ve been active here in the past. Female, older than most of the subby girls here, love bottoming and having things done to me but I’m not so much inherently submissive to the person doing them anymore…too old to put up with bullshit, I suppose. But when I’m denied and needy, that changes. Been lying in my bed for the last hour and half or so, my Lovense Nora on an unlimited control link which means that random strangers can control it for five minutes and then move on. No idea how many people have chosen to play with me for a tiny part of their day and then go on without giving me a second thought, but I have no control of what they do with me while they have me. Some tease, some go as hard as they can, some start it and then abandon it early so I’m left hanging for several minutes. No cumming, never cumming. Just a vessel being passed around and played with. I’m home alone for a few more hours…planning to finish the battery on the Nora, and then I have other toys. Giving up control in return for stimulation, with just the one rule…no orgasms allowed.