I find myself opening reddit at every opportunity.. scrolling through all the porn and stories, even when I'm not edging! I'm completely addicted now.

I find myself making excuses to friends and family, saying I have "plans" when my only plans are to lube up and stroke and edge myself over and over again for hours on end, slipping into endless pleasure and goontrance.

I find my sexual inhibitions have almost completely evaporated, becoming more and more depraved, as long as I get to goon and edge.

I find that seeing a notification from reddit, seeing that little red spot of color, instantly triggers me. Hoping it's someone responding to a comment or someone sending me encouragement, to just go deeper and give in to my animalistic tendencies, to just give in and go deep.

I am a gooner.