Idk why but edging and gooning has some elements that are so focused on negativity I find. How much worse the addiction can get, ruining relationships, staying inside and just gooning all the time.

Idk I know not everyone is into that, but I really want to embrace the complete opposite. Like I’ve always wanted to use gooning and edging as a way to introduce new, healthy habits. There’s nothing better in my mind than the idea of using my edging and denial as a force for good; edging myself until I’m leaking and whimpering, but only once I’ve been a good boy and been to the gym🥹

Maybe I treat myself to a brain-mushing edging session once I’ve prepared a healthy meal and drank enough water for the time of day. Maybe I pump myself silly and enjoy a gratified gooning session once I’ve read a chapter of a book or done something to aid my personal development🥺😌

Idk I’m rambling a bit and this might sound stupid, but does anyone else get this at all? Like I wanna tie this in with my denial but it’s so hard to do. I can’t help but keep coming across negative gooning content. I just wanna be patted on the head and told that I’m a good boy for going to the gym, and to give some pumpies as a reward🥹🥰