Today I woke up hornier than I have been in months, and I had a feeling. Gooners, you know the one. Where you can just tell that today, your body owns you, and your job is to edge and pleasure yourself into oblivion. I didn’t decide to edge today. It was simply a fact, an inevitability.

So the first thing I did out of bed was I took an edible to get my pussy ready. I wanted to be as eager and sensitive as possible. Then I drank some water and ate a small breakfast topless, because I knew I’d be playing for hours and would need the energy and hydration. The entire time I ate and drank, I played with my tits. I couldn’t stop myself.

Flicking and pinching my nipples painfully, wincing in pleasure. Eating and drinking were necessary to enable my real purpose which is to play with myself and live for pleasure.

By the time I got back to my bedroom with a glass of water, my nipples were screaming to be abused. I stood there slapping each nipple, hard enough that I winced, whined, and wanted to avoid the strike. My pussy throbbed, and by the time I got into bed I was dripping without even touching my pussy.

I got some nipple/clit pumps recently, and so I lubed up my tits and pumped each nipple, watching them swell inside the glass vials. I twisted them tighter, the pain and sensitivity making my cunt ache. I still hadn’t touched my pussy at all and my clit throbbed at the neglect. I finally removed the nipple pumps to feel how sensitive I was, and my eyes rolled back in my head as I rubbed my swollen nipples between my fingers.

I knew right away I needed to pump my tdick. I spread my legs and drizzled lube over my clit. The first thing my clit felt today was the cold lube and even that felt amazing and made me moan. I pumped up my dick bit by bit, arching my back and rolling my hips against the pain and pleasure. It was mild but for my denied pussy I savored every sensation.

I flicked and tapped the vial as I pumped, loving the ache in my dick as it swelled. This is the first time I pumped and now I think it’s going to be something I do before every edging session.

Once I removed the vial I could feel how fat and swollen I was, and I knew I wanted to make the most of that sensitivity. I got my hitachi and rubbed my clit, the vibrations on my pumped dick making me melt into the bed.

I laid there rubbing myself and I thought about how badly I want to be a slut as a living. I want to stay edged and eager every day so I can fulfill my purpose. I want to not just want to edge but to need to edge to keep my pussy ready and eager to be played with. I want to be the perfect fuck toy.

I imagined a man fulfilling my every need and all I need to do in return is get high and keep my boy pussy ready to be toyed with. Which would fulfill my needs too so it would be a perfect arrangement. Until then, I will grind on my clit suction toy and pump and rub myself with my hitachi. Stay edged.💗