Most importantly, from my last post I thought I would not continue edging for longer and longer, but I actually found out that it's easier to edge if I just get myself to "feel" the strokes instead of assigning a certain amount of strokes to everything, so I am going to definitely continue edging. To clarify, I edge to the thoughts of getting squashed flat under huge paws or butts >//w//<. So instead of assigning 3-5 strokes for each time I got squashed in some audio I found, instead I've just stroked until in a way I "felt" like I was getting squished (hard to explain) which ranged from just 2 up to like 7 strokes, but I varied the grip a lot too.

So why I'm typing this is because of the craziest edge session I have done in my entire time edging so far. What was supposed to be just a ten minute session ended up going for a lot longer, probably because during it I imagined 3 macros having fun squashing me all at once which was the first time I had done something that intense before and I felt so so destroyed edging that I just started pulling up more and more porn until I went on for an entire 40 minutes straight edging without even any breaks to let my dick rest. The only time I rested was for just one minute after the first two minutes I had edged.

At first it felt like sexual torture, but I wouldn't let myself stop and imagined myself completely pinned under huge paw having no choice but for the lovely macro to continue squashing me while never letting me cum, literally milking me for precum. After a while it started to get better and then I started to like thinking of macros never stopping squashing and milking me. Once I had edged for super long I was even a little sad I had to stop, because I sadly don't have all the time in the world to edge and have to go to work soon TwT. But if time somehow stopped when I edged I would probably go on for hours possibly even whole days just sitting there edging and be a slave and toy for macros. When I got up from my session my back even ached a little just from how long I had been sitting there edging myself >w<. Now it just makes me so hopeful that this one girl I'm trying to talk to online will talk to me so that we can become lovers, and then I am her toy and she will edge me and decide what to do with me and when I get to cum >w<.