For many years now I have had this fantasy which has evolved over time. It starts off meeting an older man at a bar after a breakup with a longterm girlfriend. A friendship begins but over time I find myself becoming controlled by him and developing an attraction. One day he tricks me into trying out a sex machine he ordered which is a milking device. Once attached to it he begins strapping my arms and legs to keep me bound. For a few minutes he allows the machine to pleasure my cock but keeps turning it off when I get close to release. This continues for hours as I lose track of how long I have been there. Eventually he attaches a feeding tube to my mouth to keep me nourished as this is where I am going to spend the rest of my life as his edging toy. My existence becomes a nonstop cycle of stroking and denial attached to the machine.