(Yes I know it's technically day one, I fucked up the title) It's been 24h and I haven't cum at all. I'm felling a bit horny here and there when I'm not masturbating or edging myself like crazy, but it isn't all that different from normal.

Yesterday, a sweet mommy controlled me and edged me in dms during 2h. It was the first time I tried something like this (I'm a huge sub) and damn did it feel good. She came into my dms encouraging me to edge, and I just asked if she liked subs and wanted to dom me. Thank you mommy, I hope you had a fun time. I for sure did.

I edged myself troughout the night and the rest of today, and it feels really good. I can see why I got so into it back in 2018-2019. Maybe if I had found this subreddit then, I wouldn't have lost to my desires to cum.

I'm striving for at least an entire week without cumming. I have a project that is due the day after tomorrow, I hope I'm not too horny while doing it. If I can manage and if I don't feel like I have to cum, I may go beyond one week.

Currently writing this with a raging hard-on, thinking about sending a message to mommy to see if she's down for another session tonight. Have a good evening everyone. I'm gonna rub myself now thinking about yesterday, but I won't cum because good boys don't cum.