Laying in my bed stroking myself. Love the feeling of my fingertips across my naked skin. Slowly stroking my nipples, tingles running down my body. Tensing my balls, feeling so full. Love massaging them and imagining all the warm cream inside. Lube is one of my fave things to use, watch it run across my hard shaft, slippery and my head shining from its gloss. Taking my hard shaft in my hand and slowly stroking it back, running the palm of my hand across its length and my index finger slowly stroking my tight frenulum. My mind if filth, thinking about what we’d do together, how I’d slowly enter you, feel you tense around me. I’m stroking faster, my legs tense and the feeling builds. Squeeze my cock as it tries to cum, let the pre leak onto my fingers. Stop and slowly lick every creamy drop. Sweet, cum wanting to erupt. I let myself rest and watch my cock relax, still glistening from the precum and lube. I want to cum and release, but I love this mind melting weirdness too much.