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I’m so angry with myself! I was 3 weeks into some serious edging today and I spurted just the tiniest slither of a thick ooze because I did one stroke too many. Even after letting go, it felt like I was gonna explode so my brain just said fuck it dude we’re sending it. My hand followed orders all in a millisecond. It was such a good load too. Thick, creamy and lots of it. Wasted. Now I have to start again. Might even put off my sneaky link for another week or two (shit maybe even three) just to reload this creamsicle. I hate my brain right now. M26.
Kicking. Myself.
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I don’t do this for myself! I do this for somebody to receive it! It’s all for the greater good! I can’t just put my own needs first when there’s others expecting the best out of me (literally)!
I’ve tested 3-4 weeks twice before today and I was stoked with the loads. After each time though I took a break from edging and would finish every time for a week as a reward. I told myself that this load was going to be for somebody else. Since I stuffed up I don’t even feel like I need to go a week straight of finishing though so I’m stroking it again right now just to give myself a head start. Even have the c-ring on this time. I’m determined lol