so, i got insanely high. for me, the drugs that make me the most sexual have always been clear and weed. clear and weed on their own make me relentlessly horny, so when i mix them it feels like i’m an animal in heat. anyways, so i smoked a bunch of both after starting my edging session.

i’ve been edging for the last several hours. but i can’t even touch right now because my entire body feels like it’s having one long orgasm. i don’t think i’ve ever been this high before when edging but this is probably the best i have ever felt. i’m just barely humping the air right now. just to get the tiniest amount of stimulation on my clit. it’s causing major contractions and each one is prolonged like as if i was about to cum after each one, but i don’t.

this is seriously a dopamine rush like no other. i feel like i’m having one giant orgasm, and a ton of smaller little orgasms at the same time.