Recently I have been going down this rabbit hole once again. I sometimes end up edging for hours on end, knowing I have urgent stuff to do. But I can't bring myself to stop masturbating. I don't know how many importantly schedules I have missed because I was too busy satisfying my lust. I do so many things to keep myself going. I watch some porn, read hentais, browse on Reddit and sext with other people just so my pleasure from gooning can continue a little bit more. It has been affecting my life very drastically and negatively. It is really hard to stop myself from texting all the women I know to ask if they are down to fuck until my balls are empty. 2 years ago I had counted the times I have masturbated which was just a little bit more than 500. I think this year is by a mile more because if I don't masturbate at least 3 times a day now I can't focus on shit. Sometimes I want to stop but the pleasure is simply too much. Just yesterday I sacrificed all nights sleep because I was sexting.