No Nut November is coming and to be honest? I'm really scared...

I'm on a really long edge streak right now. 22 days and counting. I've basically finished a mini-NNN before the month even hit, but I don't think I can last another 30 days into November. I'm so conflicted. On one hand, this has probably been my longest edge ever! It feels so fucking amazing, my cock has never been harder in my life, but...that is a really hard challenge. I'm to the point where I feel like I should probably blow this load before NNN starts. I'm leaking and edging as I write this, precum running down my thighs and onto my office chair. My willpower has never been this strong. It feels foreign to even cum at this point.

After work each day, I've been coming home and immediately using my cock pump because I'm so damn horny. I'm really feeling the effects of not cumming...basically everything is triggering me. I'm to the point where I'm just thinking entirely with my cock. I could be in my car driving, just taking a walk, or sitting at my desk and I see something that turns me on. I've been getting so hard that it's aching and feel like if I don't just start jerking instantly, I'm going to lose my mind. It's especially bad when it happens at work since I can't exactly sneak away and play with myself. There's been a few times where I've gone to my car in the parking lot, whipped out my cock, and just fucking jerked for an hour. My boss wondered where I was...oops!

Not sure why, but every time I resist cumming and buildup a giant load, I swear my cock gets a little bit bigger than normal. It might be mostly because of how horny I am, or maybe there is something to it. I'm not sure how much longer I can last before I need to blow this load everywhere. Just last night, I woke up from a sex dream almost cumming in my sheets. I had to literally grab my cock at the base and squeeze as hard as I could to hold it in. It's been super fucking fun just teasing myself for hours at a time and then not cumming, but I think I'm at my limit.

What should I do? My balls are so fucking full, my cock is extremely swollen, it feels amazing...I'd love someone who could cheer me on and tell me not to cum, or even someone to convince me to blow this huge load!