Who wants to join my group chat and help turn me into a mindless popper gooner monkey

In my group chat taking big huffs, while gooning my monkey penis..polishing the head making it red and leak over and over. Never cumming only huffing and edging becoming mindless and beyond mindless. Can't think can't stop it's my life. I never want to cum again edging feels too good. Have all the toys to edge and leak. From my glans vibrator that sits over the head and can vibrate extremely fast while massaging the head .to my electric toothbrush that polishes the underside of my dong so good and makes the tip throb. To a feather to use on the tip at the opening to tickle it and leak. To my silk tie I use to polish torture my penis head. I so badly wish I could be in a milking position where others milk my edges never letting me cum. Making me leak precum only. I also have a prostate massager that vibrates and sucks onto my spot🥵 just type this has me hard as a rock and dripping. In a sitting posoas of right now legs spread feet together while I have the glans polisher on the tip 🥵 I'm such a pathetic GOONER monkey Bator my penis is so drippy and loves to be humiliated in public chat. I'll even cry and beg you to let me cum but please don't let me i don't deserve to ever cum again 😮‍💨🥵