(M18)As of late, we’ll it’s been going on for a while but I’ve started to notice that I binge eat feel bad about it and starve myself for days on end and end up eating piece by piece till I binge eat again and the cycle continues and I’m in the part where I’m ab to start my starvation period again. Honestly it’s to the point where I cry every time I eat. I’m 6,2 scarily close to underweight and dropping and get berated bc “your losing too much weight” “what happened” “oh my god.” And I can’t take it anymore. I’m so tired. And idk if I can stop. I still look n feel too fat. For anything. And no matter how much I loose I feel the exact same. And when I go out to eat with my friends and they all ask if I’m gonna order and I refuse they order for me anyways and I never eat it in front of them. I’ll just pick at it till they are all finished and pay whoever bought it for me. I feel so bad but Idk why or how they don’t understand. I just. Can’t anymore.