I did a Myers Briggs test for fun/something to fixate on while listening to music. I found this sub shortly after my result and I've never related to a community this much. It's sort of freaky how much I resonate with post after post.

I've been doing a lot of personal development in the last year and a half. More recently however I've been coming to terms with some negative traits which may just be here to stay whether I like it or not. For example, I largely consider myself a people-person, having regular company is really important to me. However, this coincides with poor self esteem and sometimes coming off as desperate to others. Perhaps this can be improved, but I know this is a byproduct of my massive tendency to overthink. I abstain from pursuing girls I meet because I know doing so would occupy the majority of my headspace regardless where the relationship goes; and if it goes to shit...I'll be crushed because I'd have gotten way too invested at that point. I'm 19 and haven't had any relationship experience since I was 15. Not even a hookup.

If anyone reading this can relate then feel free to msg me. I'm judgement free. I'd love to dwell on this with someone because this isn't something I'm comfortable discussing with most people in my life (hence why I felt the need to vent just now). Or feel free to leave advice.