This has been a huuuuuge problem for me for a long time and I’ve made people majorly pissed off because of it. If I’m like at a huge gathering for example and someone is talking to me, I’m already hyped as it is with all the beautiful and cheerful people everywhere but when someone wants to have a conversation??????? I start blurting out the most rediculous garbage and making uncalled for comments only because I just feel like I’m not being judged and everyone there genuinely accepts me.. but the reality is even in those environments people have limits. I feel on top of the world, I feel full of excitement and just say whatever comes to mind like it’s a lighthearted joke but in reality it could end up being reeeeaaaally offensive and the regret sinks in after I said it. Could be seconds, hours, weeks, months later but once it hits me I feel like burying my face into my hands. And the thing is I’m just standing up and yelling my heart out feeling like the happiest person in the world in the moment, and I end up missing really important cues that I only realize after. This person wanted to walk away an HOUR ago but I wouldn’t let them go, I just kept talking and I was completely oblivious to their body language, etc. it all sinks in AFTER.

..Am I alone?