I'm at a loss as to what to do. Even though I'm only 23 years old, I've been dealing with these health issues for five years, and they seem to be getting worse with time. I was on xiidra which was kinda working for me but I skipped few months because of my inability to afford it. Hence the eyes are back to dry and painful self. To add to this, I injured my right arm about a year ago, and it hasn't healed properly. I've been to several doctors to find out what's wrong, but nothing has worked so far. I can't even go to the gym anymore, something I've always wanted to do. My arm injury is causing me pain in my shoulder, hand, and ulnar nerve on my right side, but I'm not sure what's causing it.

All these health issues have made me feel down, and it's affecting my mental health. I don't have much money, and I can't see a future for myself. I feel like my life is ruined, and I'm barely surviving. I'm always sad and can't help but compare myself to others my age who don't seem to have these severe health problems. I haven't finished my degree yet, and I used to work odd jobs that required physical strength, but now even the simplest jobs are too much for me because they're repetitive and my hand can't handle them.

Sorry for ranting; I'm just so messed up right now. Not being able to work as I used to has drained most of my savings, and I feel like I'm living on the edge. I wish I could be reborn every day with a healthy body. Please help me; all I see is other people moving forward while I'm left behind because of these health issues. My social skills have deteriorated, and I have no confidence. My self-esteem is low, and negative self-talk is increasing. I think I am having so much stress over these is my inability to accept all this health issues. How can I help myself?