Woaw.. just want to preface that im venting a bit because I failed a test(s) and the "it is what it is" mentality/philosophy is such a lazy way to deal with the complexity of life surrounding the use of cannabis.

Started 2ish years ago (last resort)? I have a fucking .gov prescription that I fucking qualify for given my health issues (alot).

I went through all the red tape properly. I presented my psychiatrists written health declarations, other physician's "ok", health records, spent $$$ as I navigated that compassion act process. Its even a 1:1 so very little to no psychoactive activity (?). Got clearance from the heavens too.

And.. 1ish years later I cannot obtain employment. Im a chemist. I use it responsibly (subjective) to sleep and not blow my brains out or quiver for hour(s) (panic disorder) 😮‍💨

Just stop huh 😒? Like I said a last resort thing that IS helpful 😭😢. But despite all documents and assurance from the gov to several labs thats "its ok he is not gonna blow up a lab" 🤣 they will not hire me.

I get it. Weed/THC produces troubling thoughts to those who dont understand medical Cannabis (much less "weed"). But I hate the "you failed, it is what it is, bye" 😔

Dawg I have a family.. I'm trying my best to live life. Work, help, be a friend, a father, good coworker and support but nope because of dope..

Meanwhile I'm taking 4-6 antidepressants/sedatives that are killing me (Clonazepam, trazodone, prozac, lunesta, lamotragine, buspirone, armodafinil) just to survive day to day and thats ok because its legal 😉 It just is what it is right 🤨?

Clonazepam itself increases the risk of developing Alzheimers and other brain degenerative diseases by.. guess how much.. 50%. Thats not mentioning predisposition.

Clonazepam is a seizure medication. I dont fucking have seizures. I was raped, molested, no parents, violence, torture, etc.. Compassionate Act? Hey, bullshit.

Im sorry if this triggers or upsets but im at my ropes end 😮‍💨 Decided to just stop using Cannabis but come the fuck on man.. the one thing that started helping me be more productive and happy!