On monday i got a package in the mail and it was the meth me and my mate ordered. We were pretty excited to try, so even though i had work (customer service) in a few hours we headed out with the meth. Just our usual smoke spot in the woods we poured hefty lines and smoked a j. We hit the lines and even did some meph(4-mmc with had). It felt amazing just pure euphoria and everything was okay. I felt normal everything was eazy. My self esteem and confidence was through the roof. Outside was like a painting. My shift was great, and then i came down. Stayed up all night, took 2 xanax to sleep but didnt, then went back to work another shift. That was the worst shift of my life. That night met back up with the meth mate and we smoked a joint in the park and did calvin klein and kholed in the park, could barely see or think. At 1 point the ket made me start gagging and trying to throw up, but there was nothing in the stomach cause meth. I so was just throwing up stomach acid and lil bits so i was wretching for 5 minutes couldnt breath throat was burning. These past 2 days have been hell, never felt so shit about myself and the world. Didnt eat anything and lost 3lbs. But today I feel back to normal. Idk if ill try again.