So it has really been bugging me lately that everyone I fuck with is in rehab or ourt orderer treatment and I find out the lies they told in order to hide their use they mention my name.

The reality is I don't make calls trying to push a sale, I don't ask anyone to lie on my behalf, and I don't steal or rob anyone or take from them.

One girl has a case with children services and asked me if I could lie and say I left something on her floor because her roommate found it and was gonna kick her out with her kid.

After she got court ordered treatment her family and roommate got this story that I used her car and was at her house ( I don't even know how to get to her house she comes to me) because her child's father was there and she couldn't deal with bullshit she would have gotten if they knew she was at court and he was there.

Another similar is a couple who both get out of control from just using the tiniest bit of anything and all of sudden start lying to one another and then both call and ask not to mention it to the other one.

I'm not down with keeping secrets for someone or lying because they can't handle their shit. But as soon as they get around people and start acting like they are clearly using then the one who is upset about it will just assume and announce that the other is obviously high and must have seen me prompting me to call them out on it only to find there's a neighbor they run to if they got 2 minutes before suddenly they go missing for 24 hours afterwards.

This is something that has really bothered me because I'm honest about what I do, and I don't hold others accountable or ask them to have my back and I would never try to imply that they have something to do with me using.

The whole drug addict mentality they seem to have is that they rather try to pass it off like they had some favor they were doing for me or they expect me to cover for them not considering that I have a lot more to lose than them.

I am pretty decent to people and if anything, I do more than the next guy would. I finally reached my limit today,

I sent a mass text to the whole Bug Brigade and told them to fuck off and keep my name out of their mouths because the next time I hear my name over what they need to own up to ovsr THEIR use I am gonna put everyone on blast.

I feel like it's a local thing because when I lived back home I never dealt with this type of fuckery. I'm proud of myself and I wanted to share this cause I know there are people who deal with someone they ain't got the heart to turn down and know nobody else would allow certain shit so they look out.

but for the first time I feel free. I cut ties and they can find another people to put up with their bullshit cause I'm DONE!