I decided it would be a great evening to do some Kratom. I have a lot of experience with it but I felt great only 1 or 2 times. I usually feel none to little effects cause I'm always careful with dosing(4-8g) But today I said fuck it and loaded a nice 10g which I swooped in three gulps.

Damn it hit fast. Like in 40 minutes I already started talking a lot of things out of nowhere to my friends. we're just gaming and talking in Skype about strategy and then I say: "you know what I don't like about myself? It's that I can't fucking make myself read a book I like if my internet is working. I should work on that." (Insert awkward silence)

30 minutes after that I feel dizzy but not in a complete shitty way. I still feel goood but it's good stacked on dizzy. Gets worse so I know it's time. So I go throw up, drink a cup of tea and then lie down. By then I'm completely fucking wasted.

my eyes close millimeter by millimeter and I think to myself

this is it, I'm nodding out. This is how I die I say that with my eyes slooowly closing cause i couldn't resist. By then I'm accepting my fate imagining how my roommates will find me purple on my bed. Took me like a minute to remember that it's just ridiculous.

10/10 would recommend not fearing death now gonna go smoke a bowl have a good one