I really only use benzos and a bit of thc, I love em but I can see why the general public and people in this sub, other related subs, and drug forums have a distain towards benzos. Don’t get me wrong I love my benzos. My anxiety is terrible because of my past (I won’t get into it too long) and they can be a god send, but that’s part what makes it a harder drug to deal with.

Knowing I can take something to make feel “normal” so quickly can be dangerous. If benzos didn’t have the withdrawals I’d easily take one everyday. I keep it to 2-2.5 days a week. Even then it’s hard, this substance has that “just take more you’ll be fine” factor to it so badly. I force myself to take breaks if I feel like I’m getting in too deep. Sometimes I just need to take a hit, lay down, and really remind myself what kind of fire I could be playing with. I’ve dealt with opiate withdrawals before and I can’t imagine something being worse.

I’ve seen so many posts in different places talking about delusional sobriety on these things and it’s so real. I’ve gotta get just the right dose every time so I don’t feel the urge to take more. The blackout line is so fine as well.

I’ll still indulged like I have been for the past few months and take breaks when needed, but that’s risk factor weighs heavy on my shoulders to remind me every time I take one. I might even make my usage less tbh.

The negative things people say about benzos are true or have some truth to them. They stay away for good reason. Please be careful if you choose this drug. It can really be as relentless as they say. If you can’t say no to “Just take one more you’ll be good” or “One more day won’t hurt” this isn’t the drug for you.

But yeah! Stay safe out there and have a good high!