Hi!! so i didnt wanna post this on r/BPD bc i didnt know if its allowed so i thought i would ask here, im fine with anyone answering im just curious. so i have BPD and PTSD its pretty manageable most of the time when i avoid things that make me feel unstable and regulate and im doing a lot of work to be a better person. anyways ive been into coke for a while and other stimulants but mostly coke. does anyone notice that they get more “triggered” for lack of a better term by peoples actions that causes a lot of worry and paranoia when they are on stims? now i love coke bc it makes me feel alive and content and wtv i just love it, but i have also noticed it makes me more anxious than usual about peoples perception of me and their actions i perceive to be negative towards me which causes me to freak out sometimes very badly. now i know this is a sign that i should probably quit. but i am just wondering if this is common for others? im wondering specifically about BPD bc ive noticed thats whats mostly affected by it but i would also love to hear about non BPD ppls experiences with stimulants and mental illnesses and also people who know ppl who have experienced something similar. please be nice im only here for answers to my question i dont want any trouble, i know ppl have opinions about ppl like me and have been hurt by people like me and im not looking for trouble, i just genuinely want to know.:) thank you!! i hope whoever is reading this has a great day/night.